I'm flippin exhausted today. I slept on the couch last night, or rather "slept"/cried myself to sleep. Sick and tired of always being in the wrong or never being able to do something right or good enough. ARGH I'm so angry because every discussion/argument turns into a this whole "shit on Lindsay" diatribe. Why can't anyone love me for ME? I never claimed to be perfect or even half way there..... but give me a fucking break, I'm not that bad.... Or am I? People are so quick to judge and point the fingers at others than looking in their own "backyard". Right now things are a bit stressful and awkward. I don't know what's going to happen, even. Maybe I need to be alone with my sadness and self-depravity instead of hurting or disappointing others like I often or always do.
The weekend? Eh, it was the weekend. No point in writing about it if I'm not feeling it.....
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